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tomorrow has been cancled
for a lack of better being
ihave shedmyself one last time
the empty streets, the grey desolate evenings
i withdrew myself into isolation
useless fucking destraught deceit, lies, mistrust
useless drug addiction, alcoholism, abuse
ill never be the person i was once
theres bloodstains on my pillow
my room is a personal hell
a confinement , a personal prison
the urban dwelling i reside confining my person
ill never see the light of day
tomorrow has been cancled
for a lack of motivation
i lost the will
to continue to fight
my strenght is gone
im weak
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everyone will leave you
i was always alone
its me against them
the entire weight of this loathsome planet
rests upon my shoulders
i've seen the duplicity of their world
i've seen the betrayal and mistrust
i know the cancer that spreads like wildfire
and so i resort to isolation
i'm stronger than ever
for i've overdosed on human scum
the wounds last forever but now I realize.
i'll be in my palace
away from the human slime
the trails of human rot
slithering in their filth
it's me against you
i'm never at peace
this forsaken planet must rot with you all
if i had my way
the duplicitious failure of human relations
everyone is scum, parasites
i'm a threat to the weakminded insects
the fools that can only slanderand speak ill
the ones you thought were dear
always twofaced at the first opportunity of profit
are they even sentient?
am I the last human left on earth?
i feel insanely alone, isolated, lost
impossible to connect with these ants
breaking the script of social interaction
i'm a threat to the slaves
i'm a threat to this world
i need to disappear
and reflect on the mediocrity of life again ...
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the figment of misery so severe that none can heal
my wound this misery condemns me Into sickness
Hurts me and its here i find my isolation
why do we fight when theres nothing left to live
for why do we struggle for this misery when theres nothing
to live for where contentment is so hard to find its so forgotten
its long ago where I find myself where my thoughts are where this injury began...
why do we fight for this why do we struggle why do we fight its here i find myself
its here the misery began its here I realize that nothing Nothing lasts forever and this
wound will never mend im always in suffering and this wound will never mend "Wont heal,
wont mend, I'm suffering forever" and this wound wont heal and this wound im suffering forever
and this wound wont heal and this wound i'm suffering forever
"Forever, forever"
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emptyLife - old wounds
05:33
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Hey the moment i saw you
i had no strength
i wanted to die
alone like a candle
like flame that blows
into the night
I'm dying for you
My body is cold
and wounds are so old
The dream i had
it wasn't for me
it was for you
...deep and locked
under the ground
i came and found
my nothingness..
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I know you never look into my eyes
I never had you next in hard times
you left me in the dark in that night
alone cold and sick depressive cries
why me again alone
life hit me i pain a lot
i cut myself all over that night
i bleed again and again
now without you my life is shit
where are you come back
i beg you come back
i need you with me
dont live me again
i cut myself all over that night
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Another
night
that
i am
alone
frozen
disable
begging
for a
hope
Surviving
in misery
of loneliness
and stress
cutting
my wrists
now i am a mess.
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EmptyLife
This is a Depressive Suicidal Black Metal project with post punk and depressive rock influences. Through these lovely melodies I try to cheer myself up from my depression.
EmptyLife recommends:
Obscene & bastard Nihilist punk
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